bruningtwilight

Alone, sad and desperate Entering an online chat room Looking for companionship I found you, how great We IM'd each other Learning, more and more That we were so alike I started to fall for a guy online I found out you were perfect This can't be right, but I don't care Falling for you, just by words Is that even possible? We talked to each other, Online, and you let me call you You're voice was like an angel I think I might love you….. You felt the same way too I was so surprised, astonished Someone actually liked me, as a girl You said forever, do you mean it? I told my parents, they went bonkers They said you weren

I hold myself, Distant from others, I shan't be hurt, I've loved and lost, You were mine, Now you're hers, So now, I hold myself, Aloof, Oh how I, Envy you, You've moved on, Yet I still cry, When I hear your name, People ask if, I miss you, I tell them no, Yet I whisper to myself, More than you know, More than you can understand, I loved you, Did you know that?

Kiss me deeply before we part... I'm crying out of a broken heart... To pieces it was smashed... Impossible to put back together... Your warm embrace comforts me... It calms me down... I haven't felt this in a long time... I can remember what happened that night... Every detail... it burns to think of it... I crumble in your arms... Trying to find a solution to what has happened... Trying to understand... Then I look at you... Wish to never leave your side... But we must part... For some unknown reason we must... So kiss me deeply before we part... To remember the taste of your lips... And how you were the only one to hold

We cannot touch, We stand between a digital wall, That blocks us from a sweet embrace, We reach out, and feel a cold screen, I miss you, and wish you were here with me, In your arms is where I want to be, But this digital wall is in the way... We pass notes around, hopeing that the time would slip away, We write our fantasys and all the things we would do and play, We pass around pictures of you and me and all the people, How we both laugh and go 'hehehe', Your smile lights up my day as I watch time slip away. We try to break the wall but it seems to fail, Not even a keyblade can break it, Tears run down my cheeks knowing that I

I need you to wrap your arms around me and hold me tight when nothing seems right. For you to tell me that you love me and that nothing or no one can take my place. I need you to let other girls go to give me a dream, heart, hope, and a chance I've never had before. For you to cuddle me up by your side always and to be my crying shoulder. I need you to be who you are and not to be somebody else and to love me for who I am an not what you want me to be. I need you to give me a chance at something that no other guys have given because their too busy making fun of girls like me. I need you to bring me life again that I already

When You Left Me It Just Wasnt The Same I Thought I Would Be Fine Alone Walking In The Rain But Man Was I So Wrong I Felt So Different Without You Then I Suddenly Realised That I Was Starting To Miss You I Miss The Way You Looked At Me I Missed The Way You Use Smile I Missed The Way You Would Hold Me Even For A Little While Everytime You Looked At Me Everytime You Looked My Way My Heart Would Literally Skip A Beat And Everything Would Suddnely Be Okay Your  Re-Assuring Smile Always Made Everything Better And Even Your Very Prescence Would Always Make My Heart Flutter Now You Left Me All Alone With This Pain In My Chest A

I took for granted what I had. Didn't think twice about losing you. Because I thought you'd always be mine. It's funny how thoughts are always wrong. And reality is always so different, So far from what you want it to be. What you need it to be At night I lay awake. Thinking of how you used to hold me. Rock me back and forth slowly. Stroke my hair while you sang me to sleep. Your voice was so soft, So calming. I try to replay it in my head. But I can't get you back I still smile everytime I see you. My heart beats a little too fast. I try to tell myself that I'm ok, That these feelings will go away. But we both know that's

I'm sorry, I never amounted enough to you, For you to even care. I'm sorry, I cried one too many times, When you never took the time to understand. I'm sorry, I couldn't be perfect, I thought no one was. I'm sorry, I wasn't the best, The best you ever could have had. I'm sorry, This ended without explanation, I want to know why. I'm sorry, I don't comprehend your mind, It's a place to far away nowadays. I'm sorry, I miss you, And I want to hold you one more time. I'm sorry, Let's just give it one more try.

You don't love me. You never have It was all a lie You just wanted to watch me fall Then break to pieces "I love you." You'd whisper so gently. Making my heart feel all fuzzy But it was all a  lie Wait, Pause, and rewind This can't be right You told me over a million times, That you'd always be there It couldn't all be a lie But why can't I go to sleep at night Why am I having these horrible dreams then? It starts like a fairy tail " I love you forever." you'll start But it never ends so well " I loved you never." You'd say IT gives me the most horrible fear. The fear of you being near. " You love me." I smile through

Sitting in the pouring rain I think of you. Under the stars I dream of you. I haven’t seen you in ten years. But I love you. Through my crying eyes I can still see you. From my nose I can still smell the sweet smell of you. I miss you. But I still love you. You left me long ago. But I can’t seem to let go. From what we had Still makes me sad. My heart slowly breaks. At every single word you use to make. It kills me every time I think of you. But I don’t care because I love you. I know your waiting for me. Up in the clouds I know you watch me. But until I can see you, I will continue loving you.